unbearable memories.

I’ve never done anything with my life after that. I used to consider things as lifeless. I’ll never get back wasted time. Nothing is new after all. So being very silly doesn’t take anything good. UGGGH. But I can’t even admit the fact that it was really nice to have met her. Of course a lot of benefit to me, I did grow.. (if it turns to be physical, I could hit 10ft.) Everything was a mess. Still. I cannot even say that I don’t think of her! That would take me to hell for being such a stupid liar. I HAVE TO LET GO. I know. Its rigid, very exhausting. Looks the same, knows the same, feels the same. If only I could tell her indisputably that if she can stay out of my life. Nevertheless, see, I can’t even ask her If SHE COULD cause of the noxious answer. When the truth is I wanted to tell her how I wish I could’ve kissed her goodnight. I HOPE SHE HAD THE STRENGTH TO START OVER AGAIN. hmmmm. See, nothing is totally stable, nothing Is unending tale. You’ll never know who’s coming for you. For everyone that dies, someone will take over their place. –benjamin.