I am actually bored. Okay, insomnia mode. It’s hard.. I’ll feel sleepy around midnight and wake up in the midnight too. See? It’s hard especially I have to study on daytime. I can understand things but I am actually having hard time memorizing. I think that is the effect of this illness.
I wasn’t able to do stuffs this Sunday because of my… uh… laziness. Because if I’m not in front of the computer, I am obviously in front of the television or eating or reading stuffs but the weirdest thing is, record my voice while singing.
Yes it is embarrassing to you, anyone who could read this anytime.
But I get entertained whenever I hear my own voice playing some songs.
Yikes! This blog makes me really shy but I can’t think of some topic to carve up so bear with me. Hahahaha!
Okay I am just feeling more fed-up with this.
Bye.
I AM.
- BHEA;)
- im not a seamless person, just like everybody else. I am a daughter with such priorities. I am sister who cares for my sisters. I am a student who knows when to be best. I am a child of God who knows how unconditional His love for me. I can be a playmate with no means of winning. I can be someone to trust with no doubt of listening. i can be your lifetime friend as long as betraying isn't in your vocabulary. I can deal with different people. I can share my own experiences as long as it can help you learn your stuffs in life. I can be your forever if you can deal with my erratic mood swings. i can be your own vile experience, worst nightmare. but i can be your sweetest dream ever. "PLEASING SOMEONE" isn't on my list. So i could be the worst person you can ever meet. Being reckless and stupid is my SATIATION way of being happy.... BECAUSE I'M LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO COULD TREAT ME AS A FRAGILE SO BADLY. Someone who could be my SUPERMAN. :)