dumb.

Sometimes, no matter how you try to put things back the way they used to be, there will be at one lowest point where you’ll feel exhausted, tired. Sick of the things that you always do to just please her. Trying to decipher every word, every thought. And make to things worst? is to accept the fact that EVERYTHING is gone. Everything WAS already gone. Still you make up things, even if you know they are over, and done. And you can’t never get back the things that you’Vt been wanting. You can never blame anyone for that pain, because its you whose keeping on trying, trusting, and expecting. And so if she loves you too ? love is isn’t enough. Feeling “love” doesn’t always mean, “I cant live without you”. Feeling “love doesn’t necessarily mean you are important. Because not everyone that is important is automatically being loved by you. Does it make sense? Of course it does. Love is just one of the factors, not the “factors”. So no matter how she loves you, how much dreams are made up between you and her, how many promises has been promised, these things aren’t just enough.