December 30. 11:17pm.
Not so great but the coolest day I had ever had with my friends. SUPERFRIENDS particularly. One more day before New Year.
Having them is a great grace to me. It is a big point in my life where I’m really grateful of. Every time I’m with them, Its like im thanking God for giving me these guys, whose always around whenever im weary. From the battles that raged in my head. From this damn heartache im feelin, that im trying to overcome. Ive never felt this pain before. Alternatively, even forever if im not so foolish.
Having them is a great grace to me. It is a big point in my life where I’m really grateful of. Every time I’m with them, Its like im thanking God for giving me these guys, whose always around whenever im weary. From the battles that raged in my head. From this damn heartache im feelin, that im trying to overcome. Ive never felt this pain before. Alternatively, even forever if im not so foolish.
But you know.. 50 percent of this life is made up of pains, sadness and sorrow. So there will always be at one point where you will really guna die. Gonna feel death. Gonna feel “GONE”. But you know, God is great. He is. He was. Because he’ll help you to begin, to start things over and the “plus” thing? There will be greater people he’ll send out for you. To be with you, to replenish the heart that was being tired up and see things through.
Im planning to cut my hair, to shorten up, to have great new look. J For this coming great new year, and great new life. J I know it’ll be great, and will gun be greater, and be the greatest when the time comes. Im planning to renew everything, to try new things, and be not afraid of letting things work themselves out. Try to be WAY different from who I was, but not who iam. Im satisfied with me, but not with myself. Differences are great, good changes I mean.
