This HAS been a long day for me. I woke up at around 12 in the afternoon. And watched the BOLT movie. It was cool, great story. Grade 8 out of 10. Loving animals is the main lesson. It was cute, bolt was some kinda heroic. He has he's penny, the human girl that's with him. Actually im not regaling. At some point. haha. :) okay, ill go shut.
And then by 4 we went to our grandma’s crib, to celebrate the new-year again. At first, it was very boring. All I did was to sing on the videoke.
Then i found a book entitled "i kissed dating away". Its about a man whose trying to explain that love isn't a simple thing. That Love is really hard to find. You'll go through different challenges, dating, chatting, mating, and then breaking. "i am worth waiting for", it really struck me in. Like it was talking to me literally and telling me that the love I just lost isn't true. That love that is intimacy is not necessarily being committed. Sometimes its about the pleasure thats within, and not the feeling. Or the other way, we humans are like this: we like being sentimental and being so melodramatic so when we meet attractive or interesting people, just a pang of sweetness, we already claim that love is in. But thats not how it goes. And its like when you're a long time friends, you usually always tell, “NO. BECAUSE WE MIGHT LOSE OUR FRIENDSHIP" when in fact, the more you know the person personally, its easier to interact with them. You don’t need to get 20 mins Of your time fixing yourself, trying to look beautiful all the time. Its easier to be yourself. Do the common things you both love to do and enjoy it together.
Intimacy without commitment is considered as “DEFRAUDING”.
